Saturday, April 12, 2008

Unfathomable

Este asunto me preocupa...This puzzles my soul all the way into my Spirit... How come all that you knew together remains... How come from one second to the next, that beloved friend and parent, left her sweet body behind and changed... Changed beyond time and space and duality and everything else human.

How come from one second to the next, you can see a sunset, and no longer share it with her. how come from one second to the next life changes name. How come from one second to the next, there'll be no other hug from those arms that held us in joy, in tears and in childhood, in adulthood, in all age.

This puzzles my soul all the way into my Spirit... and there's nothing to understand. It simply is -and it is perfect. No matter our aimless disconcertment.

Only tears make sense. Only this loneliness fits my thought when it expects to find the dearest one in the events of my day... like always before. But no more what was.

Today all is different, and unknown to me... but blessed... and in the end, joyous!...

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